LIFE WILL SEE YOU NOW

LIFE WILL SEE YOU NOW
Jens Lekman
2017

I can’t remember if I found “How We Met, The Long Version” through Spotify’s recommendation algorithm or Pitchfork’s Best New Music – I read it regularly, having just started my tradition of making seasonal playlists and needing more new music than I ever had in my life prior. It’s an extremely catchy groove, but it’s heavily playing off the sample of Jackie Stoudemire’s “Don’t Stop Dancin’” with a Daft Punk style production (think “Harder Better Faster Stronger” and its relationship to “Cola Bottle Baby.”) What makes “How We Met, The Long Version” a Jens Lekman song is the lyrics, which tell the story of the start of a romantic relationship – dating back to the Big Bang. It comes across as a maybe tongue-in-cheek observation in isolation, to romanticize a love story that starts with borrowing a bass guitar by syncing about trilobites and crustaceans evolving to the point where love is possible – but, I think, to assume that it’s in anyway less than genuine is to misunderstand Lekman’s lyrical project.

Life Will See You Now is, by and large, a series of relatively mundane anecdotal story-songs set to disco and new wave pop. In “Our First Fight,” a song with a tripping samba rhythm, Lekman’s conversational baritone delivers “I love you” and “No, I haven’t finished Season 3” in the same beautiful, neutral vocal tone, though that doesn’t stop a playful “Woo-hoo!” from taking center stage in the song’s climax. On “To Know Your Mission,” Lekman tells a story of meeting a Mormon missionary and telling him that he knows his mission – that “in a world of mouths, I want to be an ear” – that writing these songs and sharing these stories is the highest purpose. I think, for that reason, Lekman generally removes drama from the music and his singing, instead allowing the lyrics to build narrative momentum over music that remains playful and agile.

That’s not to say there’s no musical build-up, though. The way “Evening Prayer” or “Hotwire the Ferris Wheel” (in my book, the two best songs on the album) build from humbler sonic beginnings to their final harmonies overwhelms me to the point of tears. “Evening Prayer” tells the story of two men meeting for beers after a successful cancer treatment, melts me. It chooses the friend instead of the cancer survivor Babak as its perspective character, who sits in deep anxiety about whether or not he and Babak are actually close enough friends for it to not be weird how deeply he worried for his sick friend. The eventual resolution is a tearjerker, and Loulou Lamotte’s harmonies in the final chorus send it home swinging for the fences.

“Hotwire the Ferris Wheel” sounds, more than anything else, like the Wii Sports theme song, and tells the story of comforting a struggling friend by literally breaking into the carnival. It slowly builds up to the title, a chorus which soars as an anthem, and then reaches its real confessional. Feature singer Tracey Thorn comes in to beg Jens, “If you’re gonna write a song about this, please, don’t make it a sad song.” Whether or not this is entirely fictional or, to any degree autobiographical, I think Lekman is once again returning to the confessional of “To Know Your Mission” – whether the stories are true, the feeling of what it means to listen and share stories is intimate, at times uncomfortable.

One of my other favorite moments on the album comes in “Wedding in Finistère” (I should mention, Lekman is Swedish, occasionally apparent from pronunciation more than from the lyrics.) The song tells the story of a somewhat sardonic exchange at a wedding, joking that it feels like getting married is where life ends when it’s supposed to be where it begins. But, then, suddenly, in the chorus, the sense of perspective zooms out, to generations watching the generation prior disappear into reverie.

Five-year-old watching the ten-year-olds shoplifting
Ten-year-old watching the fifteen-year-olds French kissing
Fifteen-year-old watching the twenty-year-olds chain-smoking
Twenty-year-old watching the thirty-year-olds vanishing

This section is sung at almost double-tempo of the rest of the song (hell, the rest of the album,) flying into a propulsive hand clap game. Lekman claims he wrote this the day after a longtime friend told him she was pregnant, which made him feel the weight of time and his own sense of immaturity compared to where she was at in life. This moment reminds me so much of a moment in Genzaburo Yashino’s “How Do You Live?” in which our protagonist, a boy named Copper, realizes for the first time that the hundreds of cars driving back into Tokyo are, in fact, people, who all have their own lives and their own families and their own uncles. That when he and his uncle drove to the building he’s watching from, they may have been watched by someone from that very building, and this sudden sense that he is a part of the world and not its center makes him feel like a droplet in the tide. In the world of drama, the world of music, these are small revelations. 

KEY TRACKS: “Evening Prayer,” “Hotwire the Ferris Wheel,” “Our First Fight,” “Wedding in Finistère”

CATALOG CHOICE: CORRESPONDENCE, The Linden Trees Are Still in Blossom (or, if you can find the original 2007 version with the samples, Night Falls Over Kortedala)

NEXT STOP: American Utopia, David Byrne

AFTER THAT: Why Does The Earth Give Us People To Love?, Kara Jackson

PENTIMENT

PENTIMENT
Obsidian Entertainment
PC, Xbox, Nintendo Switch

Describing the process of pitching Pentiment to the executives at Obsidian Entertainment, Fallout: New Vegas director Josh Sawyer stated, “I never would have proposed Pentiment if it weren’t for Game Pass,” the Xbox subscription service which offers a Netflix-like model for playing new games. Indie game development creates brilliant games, but Pentiment is the sort of achievement that can only be made with the decades of expertise leveraged by its development team and the resources afforded by studio development. One look at its art in motion reveals the nature of this staggering accomplishment – they have married the medieval art of liturgical Dutch masters with a game Sawyer described in the linked interview above as “Night in the Woods meets The Name of the Rose.” The presentation of this game is clever and full of the kind of ideas smaller teams cut for scope.

You play primarily as Andreas Maler, an apprentice artist working on his masterwork (think master’s thesis in a grad program) in a monastery outside the small Bavarian village of Tassing. You characterize Andreas through dialogue choices which offer you great freedom, but his voice and sense of humor largely remains the same wherever you place his values. Andreas, meanwhile, characterizes his peers, with different fonts reflecting different levels of literacy – when he realizes he had somebody wrongly pegged, their next line will play out, change font, and then be presented again to reflect their class and education. It’s the sort of judgment you get used to Andreas making.

Andreas defending friend and mentor Piero from the snobby Brother Guy.

The game’s story spans twenty five years in Tassing’s history where the town is thrown into uproar by a series of murders, all seemingly disconnected…save for one mysterious link. Andreas takes it upon himself to solve these murders and protect the falsely accused, partly because he is an educated outsider but also because he is somewhat arrogant and selfish. These murder investigations take place over the course of a handful of days. Andreas will visit with different townsfolk to ask questions, potentially lure them into exposing secrets, and collect evidence. At the end, whether he has enough evidence or not, he will nominate someone for execution, and depending on his case, his accusation will succeed or fail.

Unlike classic LucasArts games, it is impossible to collect all of the evidence and information you need in one playthrough. Convicting the wrong person for a crime won’t stop the game in its tracks. It’s a storytelling game, and part of that story involves finding your own values as you explore impossible situations. As a result, navigating the game’s choices becomes a series of very intentional decisions, and exploring Tassing’s world merits eagle-eyed attention. As a roleplaying game, it gives you so much space to play, to solve problems and find new ones based on choices you made hours ago, that it compares favorably with Sawyer’s prior landmark quest design in New Vegas.

Pentiment’s story is told with expert writing which neither becomes self-serious and dry or the Monty Python skit the art evokes for many modern players. The game is very funny without being condescending to its characters – it respects them as people, not so different from us, but also respects the difference a world of rotted food and Catholic governments would have on its characters’ worldviews. There are moments in this game where a less expert hand might make this a diatribe, but Sawyer and his narrative design team manage to largely keep Pentiment in the voice of the manuscripts which have survived from the era – albeit in plain English rather than unnecessary Middle dialect.

Andreas, dreaming of Saint Grobian and his revelers.

On that Middle dialect – I don’t want to scare people away who might enjoy this game but may not have the Medieval European history education to enjoy it. Whenever a proper noun or historical movement is invoked, you can hit the view button and it will zoom you out to view definitions of each of those terms. Adding in-line footnotes to a game based in history is so outrageously smart that it should become a standard in almost any narrative game. The UI itself is presented as a medieval text, clear maps and quest logs laid in an artful tome.

The joys of Pentiment come in unraveling its mystery and coming to love its characters. Its core mystery weaves in and out and comes to a satisfying conclusion. In the meantime, meals, knitting competitions, local festivals, gossip and play give you opportunities to care for the people you might be sending to conviction. One of my favorite characters is Klaus Bruckner, a block printer and family man whose sense of friendship and loyalty are spoken in sometimes blunt but fair clarity. There are ten other characters I might’ve selected.

One highlight is optional. An Ethopian priest, Brother Sebhat, has come to visit Tassing’s monastery to present his manuscripts for study and documentation. However, he hasn’t gotten a chance to meet the townspeople. He asks you to organize supper. When you arrive, more people than he ever imagined have joined to meet him. Sebhat takes the opportunity to learn about life in town and share his experiences as an outsider, before reading a passage from his own bible. The game’s art style changes at this moment – he presents the story of Lazarus in the art of Ethopian Orthodox Catholicism, with the townsfolk joining this story. The children ask why everyone in his bible is brown. Sebhat’s storytelling gets the chance to express a deeply felt, reassuring sermon about death and salvation, a welcome balm during this murder investigation. As he’s telling his story, one of the little girls steals Andreas’s hat – she then mad dogs you, like, “are you going to interrupt Brother Sebhat to get your hat back?” If you let her keep the hat, twenty years later, her child will be wearing it as a family heirloom.

Brother Sebhat’s Bible, at the moment Andreas’s hat is stolen.

That sequence, I think, highlights the deftness with which Pentiment expresses its narrative. Pentiment is not afraid of the scripture in its world, willing to embrace religion as a powerful force in the lives of its characters, but remains skeptical of the institution which governs that religion. It celebrates the difference between different churches, the churchless, the pagan, the European and African, between men and women. It tells this serious story with a sense of humor, the recognition that sometimes kids are just little shits, without becoming a farce. Sebhat’s supper is one of many scenes that moved me deeply.

I’m a geek for this kind of stuff – medieval literature meets murder mystery is a fanfiction my dreams wrote up while I was writing D&D campaigns in high school. I never thought it would be realized in a video game. It is chock-a-block full of magic, empathy and history. Pentiment marries a celebration of life alongside a recognition of the hardship and violence of a time where most leave no monument. From graves marked for “Two innocents” to the ruins of Roman aqueducts littered throughout Tassing, Pentiment works to preserve a history many never learned.

Happy Birthday, Alex

Muscleman here has usurped my suitcase as his new favorite bed.

For my birthday this year, I set out to write about twenty of my favorite albums, twenty of my favorite video games, and twenty of my favorite films. I did this partly because I could not decide what I wanted to do for my birthday this year. I also did this partly to kick myself in the ass and make myself put words into a text field. I’m hopeful getting into the daily habit of writing roughly 1500 words to finish this project will convince me that I should get to at least 500 each day rather than writing only four times a year.

Many of these works are consensus masterpieces, and many of them are more personal favorites. All of them are works I love very personally. I looked at my lists of favorites and picked some which I have not written about to satisfaction. I have vaguely given myself a lofty goal of writing about every work which I consider a personal favorite and what it means to me – where possible, I’ve given bias to works I’ve already revisited over the past year or two rather than giving myself additional homework in completing this project.

This also includes the first written music criticism I’ve done since I was in college. I find music criticism exceptionally challenging, and that’s precisely why I’m making myself do it. The format of these album write-ups is borrowed exactly from Tom Moon’s 1000 Recordings To Hear Before You Die, a book I’ve treasured since I was thirteen or fourteen years old. Should you find yourself a copy, you’ll find a better music critic than I ever aspire to be.

If you decide to come along for this journey, I really appreciate your readership. If you want to talk to me about something I’ve written, I’d love to hear your thoughts. I don’t know if I’ll be doing this project again, but it feels good to be nose deep in a word processor. These pieces were largely written in one sitting as drafts and then edited once before publication – while they don’t make up the highest caliber of word-tinkering and scansion-smoothing in my writing history, I hope they are a pleasant enough read.

As these articles go up, I’ll have links posted on this master page and a preview of what’s coming tomorrow!

MUSIC:
1. In the Court of the Crimson King – King Crimson
2. The Soft Bulletin – The Flaming Lips
3. Life Will See You Now – Jens Lekman
4. Syro – Aphex Twin
5. Rumours – Fleetwood Mac
6. My Name Is My Name – Pusha T
7. Remain in Light – Angelique Kidjo
8. Emotion – Carly Rae Jepsen
9. Dopesmoker – Sleep
10. Weezer – Weezer
11. Dig Me Out – Sleater-Kinney
12. Low – David Bowie
13. Daydream Nation – Sonic Youth
14. Sound of Silver – LCD Soundsystem
15. Colter Wall – Colter Wall
16. Rubber Soul – The Beatles
17. Room25 – Noname
18. Reign in Blood – Slayer
19. Anti – Rihanna
20. Mack the Knife: Ella in Berlin – Ella Fitzgerald

FILM:
1. Kiki’s Delivery Service
2. Days of Heaven
3. Blue Velvet
4. Meshes of the Afternoon
5. Mind Game
6. One From The Heart
7. Catch Me If You Can
8. Ferris Bueller’s Day Off
9. I Saw The TV Glow
10. Gemini Man
11. UFOs
12. Malcolm X
13. M
14. Skatetown U.S.A.
15. Dog Day Afternoon
16. Eyes Wide Shut
17. The End of Evangelion
18. Only Lovers Left Alive
19. In the Mood for Love
20. Zardoz
BONUS: The Only Son
BONUS: Bottle Rocket

GAMES:
1. Pentiment
2. Celeste
3. Mini Metro
4. Street Fighter III: Third Strike
5. Drugwars
6. NieR Replicant
7. Knotwords
8. Depression Quest
9. Fez
10. The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom
11. The Yawhg
12. Nidhogg
13. RollerCoaster Tycoon 2
14. Higurashi – When They Cry
15. Norco
16. Rhythm Heaven Fever
17. Outer Wilds
18. Hearthstone: Heroes of WarCraft
19. Signalis
20. Spelunky